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FOREVER ALONE.




Just going to give up now.





Not even joking.

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So, it's been 2 weeks since my mother or father or sister (not that I give a shit about her or my mother really) have said ONE word to me, not even through a text msg.
It has also been 2 weeks since I have been home.
I had to make a new facebook account too because my sister was able to comment on pictures of me and I didnt want to see what she had to say.

I would tell you guys the story of what happen but it wouldn't sound right so I wont BUT I can say with complete honesty that I DID NOTHING WRONG. :)

So anyways this is just a post to say how pathetic and immature my sister (and mother) are. This was also about expressing my feelings of a-little-bit-of-everything, because I refuse to be immature and put nasty status' about them on facebook.

But yeah, this is completely random and I probably just wasted your time but it needed to be shared, I needed to express myself and let people know that my life actually isn't that easy.

...YAY, perfecting timing with christmas!!... :/

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I MADE A PROMISE TO MYSELF I WONT STOOP TO THEIR LEVEL AND IM GOING TO KEEP THAT PROMISE.

Update !

My hair just a couple of days ago... It is soo much darker now :)

So it’s formal tomorrow…

I’m so lucky I have my bestfriend/boyfriend to go with (even though he is wearing this dorky guitar tie) but that won’t matter because for one night, one final night im not going to give a FUCK what anyone thinks of me.
Everything that has happened at school WILL NOT BOTHER ME :)
The only things I want from tomorrow night is LOTS of pretty pictures and to look way better than her.
Bring on tomorrow.

Other updates:
- I have also now completed all of my HSC exams and come mid december... the results..
- Martin & I have now been together 9 months! <3
- I dyed my hair dark :)

Right now, I can't be happier.

PEACE&LOVE.

Less than an hour!!

45 minutes!

That's right its 45 mins until im 18!!

Legal to do whatever I want!

Free as a bird!

Prolly going to end up drunk as a skunk after dirty dancing all night long!

WHAAAADUPP!!

Ok, so maybe I wont be drunk as a skunk but it still should hopefully be a good day. (oh god I hope so!)

BOOOYAHHH!

:D:D:D:D

PEACE.X

Im baccck! :D :D

 Heyy! Woah! It's been almost a month since I have posted anything (life actually got the better of me. Who'd of thought? lol.) I have been BUSY BUSY BUSY! So much stuff has been happening lately that I have hardly had time to breathe. Anyways im breathing now - thought it might be a good idea...

So I think it's time for a quick catchup!
My name is Laura.
I love singing.
I live in Australia.

OH ANDD...

~ I have officially graduated from school!
~ I turn 18 on friday.
~ The singing artist KATE MILLER-HEIDKE wished me a personal happy birthday on stage at one of her concerts I went to!!!!
~ We had our 'muck up' day at school on our last day.
~ I have fixed some broken relationships :D
~ AND Martin & I have been together almost 8 months!!

Now..

THE BIG BAD WORLD LOOMS!

:O :O

Scary...

In the meantime here are some pictures of the past month or so :)

KHS Year 12 Muck up Day :)

Martin & I - on muck up day.

Me (Red Ridding Hood) & my friend Laurie (Big hairy monster thing..)

Kate Miller-Heidke at her concert :))

Martin & I on graduation night.

CIAO. XX

Singing! :D

Hey guys!
So I don't post on here a lot anymore since im focusing on school and stuff BUT this is just a quick post to share with you something that I have been working on with Martin. We have been working on a performance of 'Hallelujah', this is a 35 second clip from youtube of us practicing it. There is improvement, we know that but I really like it so far!
CHECK IT OUT!! :D

Martin & Laura - Working on Hallelujah.

Martin - Guitar.
Laura (me) - Vocals.

I fucking hate facebook!

I hate facebook SO much!

People are bitchy, rude, mean, disrespectful, horrible, nasty, awful, bullied, and SO MUCH more! I hate facebook.
Facebook is the biggest waste of time ever, and so are the people on it. People you thought were your 'friends'. Everyone is a keyboard hero when they go on. They think it's alright to publicly name and shame people. Is it just to see how many likes you get, is that what gives you a kick out of it? I wanna punch so many people in the face because of it, and you know what? They would deserve it! 

I just want to cry.

If you don't like my posts, or me, don't have me on your facebook! Simple! But there is no need to be so bitchy! It's just horrible and makes people feel like shit! GOD.

So now im asking - if YOU ARE a nice person, you should add me on facebook, because my facebook certainly needs more positive people!

ADD MEEEE - http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001241470753 :)

since we're on the topic...

1. What I want to be?

A singer, real estate person or photographer.

2. What I am wearing right now?

School jersey & jeans.

3. My last night out in detail?

A lot went on but I don't remember a lot of it... hahaha ;D

4. First thing you thought about this morning?

Never getting out of bed again :/

5. One person from blogger i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck?

Uhm. No one.

6. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Amazingly enough I saw my first shooting star on the way back from dinner with Martin on our  6 month :D So that would be a, yes.

7. My longest relationship and who it was with?

3 years, with my ex ex.

8. What my last text message says?

"haha thanks :)  Woah serious? That sucks! Poor person :/ And wow, that  really does sum us up :D I love you soo much! :D xxxxx

9. What kind of person attracts you?

A Martin kind of person :)

10. Is it hard to make you laugh?

It really depends on my mood, but most of the time, no.

11. Do you act differently around the person you like?

I hope to think I don't, and i'm pretty certain I don't.

12. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

Just a bit... Jokes! He means everything to me!

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

There isn't anything. Im going out with the person I love :)

14. Who would you like to see right now?

Martin.

15. Are you missing someone?

Yes. My grandma. R.I.P. </3

16. What I find attractive in boys/girls?

Personality & fresh breath.

17. Do you drink?

On occasion.

18. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

Im sure there is. But I think it's to do with my honesty. Oh well.

19. The one person who’s arms I’d like to be in?

These questions are kind of repetitive... Anyways, yes, Martin's. lol.

20. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Most definitely!

21. If i’ve done something I regretted very much?

I try and make amends & take karma as it comes.

22. What was the last party I went to, and when will the next be?

Last party was just before holidays, next party is weekend after next.

23. The last time I felt jealous, and why?

I don't remember.. Im not that jealous of much.

24. Last person you hugged?

My dad.

25. Your last kiss?

Martin.

26. What you wear to bed?

Comphy, baggy pj pant and Martin's oversized jersey :) 

27. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is?

TAKEN. <3

28. Picture of yourself?

Im sure you can find a couple on my blogger... haha :)

29. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

I sure have/am.

30. The reason behind my last break up?

He had bad breath and I didn't think of him as boyfriend material.

31. The last compliment that you’ve received?

I like that you're naturally pretty, funny, so nice. I love your photography ♥

32. My favourite actors/actresses?

I don't particularly have any favourites.

33. Celebrity crush?

Don't have one.

34. My favorite book?

I have a couple..

35. A famous person I’ve been compared to?

When I sung in front of people, I was compared to the singer Norah Jones.

36. The best thing that has happened to me this week?

I sung in front of people & made a career decision :D

37. Do you believe in abortion?

I believe it is completely up to the person considering getting one.

39. Something i’m currently worrying about.

School results. HSC.

40. Your own question that you want me to answer. 

What do you want to do with your life & where so you see yourself being in 10 years? :)

PEACE.X

confession's about me;

• I have a finger phobia.
• I CANNOT stand people touching my hair - if someone does, I will go home and wash my hair, even if I had a shower that morning.
• I never sleep with my hair down.
• I genuinely do not like my mum. Never will. 
• I love my boyfriend to bits but I have never really thought about the fact that i'm labelled as 'his girlfriend'.
• I severely lack confidence and it puts me two steps back in everything.
• If I never talk to anyone in my family again, I wouldn't care.
• I am going to try and pursue a career in singing - I have two youtube channels, but truth is I probably wouldn't tell you the link.
• I listen to a lot of sad songs, cause I can relate to them..
• I am always thinking about food and what I want to eat.
• I have an AMAZING boyfriend.
• I snapped off the tip of my finger 4 years ago and STILL don't know how I did it.
• I have depression and nobody seems to get that people with depression go through very big downward spirals and can't do much about it.
• I hate my life, but I don't think I would ever end it. I would probably just get fat by eating all my moods away.

Anyways just being a little random...

PEACE.X

Growing confidence.

Oh my goodness!

I just got the biggest confidence boost ever and I just thought I would share it with you guys!

Like, oh my goodness! This could be the beginning of something quite big :D

So as I may have mentioned in previous posts - i LOVE to sing. Singing to me has always been my dream career, you know when you are little and you want to be a princess or something, yeah? Well I have always wanted to be a singer/performer.

So anyways I have always just sort of sung at every possible chance, that im alone.

I have always had confidence issues that I got from my upbringing and so I have never thought it possible for me to have a chance at becoming a singer/performer.

BUT TONIGHT.....

Tonight Martin came over - he has musicians as parents and so he knows a thing or two about musical instruments, including singing. I never thought I would actually let him hear me sing but tonight I felt so comfortable with him that I did! It was SO nerve wracking!

I can't even put into words how amazed he told me he was about my singing capabilities, he said that he was really shocked that I could sing so well, and I couldn't be happier that I chose to sing to him!

Needless to say; I am over the FUCKING moon!

He gave me THE BIGGEST confidence boost and that's exactly what I needed.

This could lead to something very exciting!

OH MY GOODNESS!

Sorry I just really needed share this really positive moment!! :D