Update !

My hair just a couple of days ago... It is soo much darker now :)

So it’s formal tomorrow…

I’m so lucky I have my bestfriend/boyfriend to go with (even though he is wearing this dorky guitar tie) but that won’t matter because for one night, one final night im not going to give a FUCK what anyone thinks of me.
Everything that has happened at school WILL NOT BOTHER ME :)
The only things I want from tomorrow night is LOTS of pretty pictures and to look way better than her.
Bring on tomorrow.

Other updates:
- I have also now completed all of my HSC exams and come mid december... the results..
- Martin & I have now been together 9 months! <3
- I dyed my hair dark :)

Right now, I can't be happier.

PEACE&LOVE.

since we're on the topic...

1. What I want to be?

A singer, real estate person or photographer.

2. What I am wearing right now?

School jersey & jeans.

3. My last night out in detail?

A lot went on but I don't remember a lot of it... hahaha ;D

4. First thing you thought about this morning?

Never getting out of bed again :/

5. One person from blogger i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck?

Uhm. No one.

6. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Amazingly enough I saw my first shooting star on the way back from dinner with Martin on our  6 month :D So that would be a, yes.

7. My longest relationship and who it was with?

3 years, with my ex ex.

8. What my last text message says?

"haha thanks :)  Woah serious? That sucks! Poor person :/ And wow, that  really does sum us up :D I love you soo much! :D xxxxx

9. What kind of person attracts you?

A Martin kind of person :)

10. Is it hard to make you laugh?

It really depends on my mood, but most of the time, no.

11. Do you act differently around the person you like?

I hope to think I don't, and i'm pretty certain I don't.

12. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

Just a bit... Jokes! He means everything to me!

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

There isn't anything. Im going out with the person I love :)

14. Who would you like to see right now?

Martin.

15. Are you missing someone?

Yes. My grandma. R.I.P. </3

16. What I find attractive in boys/girls?

Personality & fresh breath.

17. Do you drink?

On occasion.

18. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

Im sure there is. But I think it's to do with my honesty. Oh well.

19. The one person who’s arms I’d like to be in?

These questions are kind of repetitive... Anyways, yes, Martin's. lol.

20. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Most definitely!

21. If i’ve done something I regretted very much?

I try and make amends & take karma as it comes.

22. What was the last party I went to, and when will the next be?

Last party was just before holidays, next party is weekend after next.

23. The last time I felt jealous, and why?

I don't remember.. Im not that jealous of much.

24. Last person you hugged?

My dad.

25. Your last kiss?

Martin.

26. What you wear to bed?

Comphy, baggy pj pant and Martin's oversized jersey :) 

27. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is?

TAKEN. <3

28. Picture of yourself?

Im sure you can find a couple on my blogger... haha :)

29. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

I sure have/am.

30. The reason behind my last break up?

He had bad breath and I didn't think of him as boyfriend material.

31. The last compliment that you’ve received?

I like that you're naturally pretty, funny, so nice. I love your photography ♥

32. My favourite actors/actresses?

I don't particularly have any favourites.

33. Celebrity crush?

Don't have one.

34. My favorite book?

I have a couple..

35. A famous person I’ve been compared to?

When I sung in front of people, I was compared to the singer Norah Jones.

36. The best thing that has happened to me this week?

I sung in front of people & made a career decision :D

37. Do you believe in abortion?

I believe it is completely up to the person considering getting one.

39. Something i’m currently worrying about.

School results. HSC.

40. Your own question that you want me to answer. 

What do you want to do with your life & where so you see yourself being in 10 years? :)

PEACE.X

He Is The Best Thing To Happen To Me. Just saying..

Ok, so. Yes, I am negative a bit... but just to show you some positive things in my life, I thought I would share some of the insanely cute sms texts I get from him. He gives me a lot more strength then I could ever ask for, and this is how..

Hopefully more positive posts like this to come? I think so :)

DAY NINETEEN - A picture and a letter.

Dear Grin,


I miss you soo much! I even cried today because I realized just how much I miss you :'/
This year it will be 4 years since you left us and moved on to a (hopefully) better life.
You were such an amazing person and an even better grandma - who spoilt us to bits!
I get really sad when I think about just how much you missed out on in my life. It makes me sadder to think you don't know the better person and young lady I have become :(

I hope wherever you are, you are proud of me.
I miss you so terribly and hate you were taken from us so young.
There have been a lot of times where I just wish you were here to cuddle up in bed with, eat lollies, watch your favorite crime shows, and just get advice, or even just have a big snuggle. I miss that. I miss you.


"Grin is the best in the world!"
Remember that afternoon? You kept bribing me to say you were better than Bec :D
I think you won. I miss those times.


Im sorry for the times I was a little brat and made you mad. I would trade anything to have just o n e  m o r e  d a y with you.

One day we will meet again and I will give you THE BIGGEST hug EVERR!
Until that day I just want you to know I love you FOREVER!


xxxx Laura.

DAY FOURTEEN - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Bec - My sister.

Things haven't been and aren't always peaceful between us but at the end of the day she is my blood and I still love her and would do anything for her.

<3

DAY TWELVE - A picture of something you love.

Martin.

We may only have been together for almost 6 months but I love him so much! I could not imagine my life without him. He is amazing and the strongest thing in my life.

We are together all the time but we miss each other the minute we are apart, he is my best friend as well as my boyfriend :)

A long awaited letter...

Dear person who stole my heart... then crushed it.


5 months and 1 day ago I made a decision - to move on and forget about you.


I didn't think I would have the strength, but I knew 4 years was too long to wait around for things to change, and trust me they were a LONG 4 years. At first I did not think that I could have a relationship with anyone else besides you and I hate you for that. 1 month into my new relationship I almost gave up, and that is your fault just as much as mine, you stole my heart and crushed it and I continued to fall for you, lucky I didn't end my new relationship. 
You always said next time will be better - "I promise I will pay more attention to you rather than my computer games." You lied.
Why I kept waiting around for you to show me that you loved me more than anything else, including STUPID computer games, I will never know. We both should of never tried having that relationship.

Just a quick catch-up for you...
I am now in a happy, strong and healthy relationship, with a truly amazing guy - whom I know won't screw me over and who truly DOES love me more than anything. You know what is also comforting to know? He actually has a future, which is more than I was able to say for you. 


HAPPY 5 MONTHS - M.F! <3