Singing! :D

Hey guys!
So I don't post on here a lot anymore since im focusing on school and stuff BUT this is just a quick post to share with you something that I have been working on with Martin. We have been working on a performance of 'Hallelujah', this is a 35 second clip from youtube of us practicing it. There is improvement, we know that but I really like it so far!
CHECK IT OUT!! :D

Martin & Laura - Working on Hallelujah.

Martin - Guitar.
Laura (me) - Vocals.

I fucking hate facebook!

I hate facebook SO much!

People are bitchy, rude, mean, disrespectful, horrible, nasty, awful, bullied, and SO MUCH more! I hate facebook.
Facebook is the biggest waste of time ever, and so are the people on it. People you thought were your 'friends'. Everyone is a keyboard hero when they go on. They think it's alright to publicly name and shame people. Is it just to see how many likes you get, is that what gives you a kick out of it? I wanna punch so many people in the face because of it, and you know what? They would deserve it! 

I just want to cry.

If you don't like my posts, or me, don't have me on your facebook! Simple! But there is no need to be so bitchy! It's just horrible and makes people feel like shit! GOD.

So now im asking - if YOU ARE a nice person, you should add me on facebook, because my facebook certainly needs more positive people!

ADD MEEEE - http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001241470753 :)

since we're on the topic...

1. What I want to be?

A singer, real estate person or photographer.

2. What I am wearing right now?

School jersey & jeans.

3. My last night out in detail?

A lot went on but I don't remember a lot of it... hahaha ;D

4. First thing you thought about this morning?

Never getting out of bed again :/

5. One person from blogger i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck?

Uhm. No one.

6. Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Amazingly enough I saw my first shooting star on the way back from dinner with Martin on our  6 month :D So that would be a, yes.

7. My longest relationship and who it was with?

3 years, with my ex ex.

8. What my last text message says?

"haha thanks :)  Woah serious? That sucks! Poor person :/ And wow, that  really does sum us up :D I love you soo much! :D xxxxx

9. What kind of person attracts you?

A Martin kind of person :)

10. Is it hard to make you laugh?

It really depends on my mood, but most of the time, no.

11. Do you act differently around the person you like?

I hope to think I don't, and i'm pretty certain I don't.

12. Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?

Just a bit... Jokes! He means everything to me!

13. What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?

There isn't anything. Im going out with the person I love :)

14. Who would you like to see right now?

Martin.

15. Are you missing someone?

Yes. My grandma. R.I.P. </3

16. What I find attractive in boys/girls?

Personality & fresh breath.

17. Do you drink?

On occasion.

18. Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?

Im sure there is. But I think it's to do with my honesty. Oh well.

19. The one person who’s arms I’d like to be in?

These questions are kind of repetitive... Anyways, yes, Martin's. lol.

20. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Most definitely!

21. If i’ve done something I regretted very much?

I try and make amends & take karma as it comes.

22. What was the last party I went to, and when will the next be?

Last party was just before holidays, next party is weekend after next.

23. The last time I felt jealous, and why?

I don't remember.. Im not that jealous of much.

24. Last person you hugged?

My dad.

25. Your last kiss?

Martin.

26. What you wear to bed?

Comphy, baggy pj pant and Martin's oversized jersey :) 

27. Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is?

TAKEN. <3

28. Picture of yourself?

Im sure you can find a couple on my blogger... haha :)

29. Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

I sure have/am.

30. The reason behind my last break up?

He had bad breath and I didn't think of him as boyfriend material.

31. The last compliment that you’ve received?

I like that you're naturally pretty, funny, so nice. I love your photography ♥

32. My favourite actors/actresses?

I don't particularly have any favourites.

33. Celebrity crush?

Don't have one.

34. My favorite book?

I have a couple..

35. A famous person I’ve been compared to?

When I sung in front of people, I was compared to the singer Norah Jones.

36. The best thing that has happened to me this week?

I sung in front of people & made a career decision :D

37. Do you believe in abortion?

I believe it is completely up to the person considering getting one.

39. Something i’m currently worrying about.

School results. HSC.

40. Your own question that you want me to answer. 

What do you want to do with your life & where so you see yourself being in 10 years? :)

PEACE.X

confession's about me;

• I have a finger phobia.
• I CANNOT stand people touching my hair - if someone does, I will go home and wash my hair, even if I had a shower that morning.
• I never sleep with my hair down.
• I genuinely do not like my mum. Never will. 
• I love my boyfriend to bits but I have never really thought about the fact that i'm labelled as 'his girlfriend'.
• I severely lack confidence and it puts me two steps back in everything.
• If I never talk to anyone in my family again, I wouldn't care.
• I am going to try and pursue a career in singing - I have two youtube channels, but truth is I probably wouldn't tell you the link.
• I listen to a lot of sad songs, cause I can relate to them..
• I am always thinking about food and what I want to eat.
• I have an AMAZING boyfriend.
• I snapped off the tip of my finger 4 years ago and STILL don't know how I did it.
• I have depression and nobody seems to get that people with depression go through very big downward spirals and can't do much about it.
• I hate my life, but I don't think I would ever end it. I would probably just get fat by eating all my moods away.

Anyways just being a little random...

PEACE.X

Growing confidence.

Oh my goodness!

I just got the biggest confidence boost ever and I just thought I would share it with you guys!

Like, oh my goodness! This could be the beginning of something quite big :D

So as I may have mentioned in previous posts - i LOVE to sing. Singing to me has always been my dream career, you know when you are little and you want to be a princess or something, yeah? Well I have always wanted to be a singer/performer.

So anyways I have always just sort of sung at every possible chance, that im alone.

I have always had confidence issues that I got from my upbringing and so I have never thought it possible for me to have a chance at becoming a singer/performer.

BUT TONIGHT.....

Tonight Martin came over - he has musicians as parents and so he knows a thing or two about musical instruments, including singing. I never thought I would actually let him hear me sing but tonight I felt so comfortable with him that I did! It was SO nerve wracking!

I can't even put into words how amazed he told me he was about my singing capabilities, he said that he was really shocked that I could sing so well, and I couldn't be happier that I chose to sing to him!

Needless to say; I am over the FUCKING moon!

He gave me THE BIGGEST confidence boost and that's exactly what I needed.

This could lead to something very exciting!

OH MY GOODNESS!

Sorry I just really needed share this really positive moment!! :D

Busy! Busy! Busy!

Woah! It has been ages since I have been on blogger...! Well it sure feels like it. We have soooo much to catch up on!

So I haven't been home for almost a week, that's why I haven't been blogging because I didn't take my laptop with me :)

I have been all over the place - visiting my sister and staying at Martin's place. Ok so maybe not everywhere but sshhh! :D

The past couple of days have also been really special Martin turned 18 yesterday - now legally an adult & old :P ANND Martin & I celebrated our 6 month milestone on monday. 6 months has really gone fasssst! Anyway me and Martin have been having some really nice quality time together and even though we just lived with each other for almost a week, it sucks that im back home now :/

Anyways I thought I would share a few photos on this blog but be sure to check out my other blog later for some other new photos :)

Martin's 6 month surprise for me :D

PEACE.X

What a lovely day :)

4.8.11

Biology study? Nah.

The awkward moment when Bruno mars is having a lazy day and doesn't catch a grenade for you.

I miss my grandma heaps right now & i'm going to fail my bio exam tomorrow :/

Life is on a downwards spiral right now and all I want to do is get off it.

I should probably go study now, but I know my mind isn't going to let me.

But I don't have any new pictures to upload so maybe I won't stay on blogger.

Spring is arriving early!

Just for today.

Smiles.

Because, I swear my cat is evil...

Cute kid :)

The plants were smiling too!

Because this is my cute red dress :D

And most of all - because study just was not on my mind today C:

Does anyone even read these?

If I'm honest I have to tell you I still read fairy-tales and I like them best of all.
- Audrey Hepburn

Today, well I suppose it can start tomorrow, I am a new me, or should I say better?
Whatever way you want to put it there is a change coming.


A change in my attitude, my patience, my confidence, just an overall change for the better :)
It was a little while ago when I was having one of those shitty (:O I swore - oh la la) mood days and nothing was going to make it better, and someone I knew was also having a rather shit day - these were one of those people who you say 'If you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here' - unfortunately I had said that to this person and OF COURSE they needed someone to talk to.
So here I was in a shitty mood talking to someone, whom I really didn't want to talk to, but it was while I was talking to this person and just realizing how much better their mood seemed to be just by talking and listening to little old me, that I realized I was also in a much better mood :)


MORAL OF THE STORY, ANYONE?
Even if I am in the shittiest mood, it makes a BIG difference when you make someone happy or smile.


SO, I have decided that everyday I am going to research a quote and stick by it all day.
I think quotes say a lot of things most people are afraid to and have bundles of truth in them. For me, I could probably live my life off the raw truths of quotes and feel I fulfilled the right way of honesty in life.


From now on I shall be either starting or finishing a blog post with a quote I feel should be heard and is honest - makes sense considering i'm an honest person :)

PEACE.X

Simply, because I can.

It's better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not.

PEACE.X